When you’re faced with something like death, your whole world changes. It shatters when it’s by your hand and you’re never the same. It only gets worse when you cannot control it and lash out and kill whatever moves because it feels good. Feeling is what drives us deep inside, and all too often gets us in trouble. It’s the heart that fights with the mind and wins more battles than it loses. I didn’t want to give in, but after so many kills, the adrenaline just…drives me.